I've had a similar run of luck lately, I gave up on men a long time ago, after my last disasterous relationship. This past May, the light of my life, my Goddaughter was diagnosed with a malignant brain tumor and is undergoing the horrors of treatment for that, although she has a really good prognosis. We have always had a very close relationship and now her mother, for some reason, has basically cut me off from seeing her, I think she feels guilty because she was kind of the "extra child" and not not the child of her now husband. I still manage to drag myself to work everyday and do a very good job and recently budget cuts have jeopardized that so I am sweating that out which of course causes a lot of stress which sure doesn't help my chronic pain, also from fybro AND hardware implants in my ankle from a triple break. I don't think there is anyway that your child can be taken from you, I pray for you, I seldom make it off the couch on the weekends because of pain and depression. I have 26 1/2 years in with the same company and could retire at 30 years, I haven't the strength to start all over and I don't even have the light of my life, my Goddaughter to brighten my life anymore. Give your little boy a hug for me, I don't think anything will come of this but a few threats and people trying to make you feel down on yourself simply because you are trying to feel well enough to give your son the love he deserves and needs. God bless you and good luck.