DrugBuyers.Com: Does Your Sig. Other Know About Your OP's?

My girl don't know nothing, but then again I stay on the straight and narrow when she's around. Don't want to lose her over some med. Since she's so anti-drug to begin with, it's hard for me to "REELLY" find those time periods when she may not know notice me, not being the regular me.
Since we're both in tune to one another's vibes, she would catch me in a second. I hide my meds and other stuff that people wouldn't consider to be a med, but I personally feel is okay to use as medication (since I've never been a "CONFORMIST" to begin with). And then I time it, if I know she been coming over at so and so time, I take my med after she fallen asleep or a couple of hours before her arrival, so that when she does arrive I'm only partially immerse"d" with the main effect (anti-anxiety) of the med and I am able to act my way through it and conceal it from her, and I know for sure she's not going to wake, I slowly creep out of bed and take stroll around the block to help me relax (and return home and quickly take a shower, which kind of revives me and helps to eliminate any type of "medicinal" odor that may linger on me).
But then again I always on the watch of her surprising me, by just coming over (unannounced) or even if we bump into each other at work (though we work in different departments, me being in IT and her being in accounting) or something. I've developed some clever ways of avoiding detection. Cuz I've been caught before by my parents (which made for some horrible screaming matches, but at the same time taught me how to prevent detection by showing me where I messed-up), but she doesn't know about that, that's all in the past anyway.
But there have been times when I've taken my med and experiencing it's "anti-anxiety" effects fully to the max, cuz I know what things will distract her like a good movie or a nice romantic novel that she totally gets into. Anyway I suffer from GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder), that I've self-diagnosed and I choose the med I feel would help me get through the day, so I choose to self-medicate, by telling the doctor what I suffer from and what med I need. Currently I'm suffering from "motion sickness" brought on from the "GAD", and Meclizine doesn't help me. What helps me is Marinol 10mg (a legit med) and also helps me with my self-diagnosed condition of "GAD", otherwise the anxiety can be stifling, ripping away at your social life. No matter how stressing things become around me (like having 20 somewhat "STRESSED" end-users in my que, that I walk thorough various computer-related solutions), I tackle the stress with a smile on my face and wink in my right eye.

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Some men see things as they are and say "WHY"!!
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