DrugBuyers.Com: Busted for possession...please help I'm scared

It amazes me that you can't appreciate the fact that you still DON'T GET IT! I'm 46 years old and have NEVER had a DUI and dont' currently drink, but certainly have years earlier.....MOST people have NEVER had a DUI...and even those who have had one, don't get a second then a THRID.
You don't even realize that you've stated in the same post, first, that you "forgot" the xanax in your purse that your hubby bought you to "relax" while getting a massage..and just a paragraph later state you didn't order it but was sent the xanax by mistake! If it was sent by mistake, why were you carrying it around in your purse...you need to think all of this through long before you EVER get before a judge...cuz you're NOT making sense and you can't keep your story straight.
Your rationalizations' that you got off of the dubious website is contradictory as well...you say the breathalizer measures the amount of "digested alcohol in your blood" then you say it could have been higher because of "trapped alcohol" in a dental device in your mouth....And the breatherlizer isn't infulenced by alcohol left in the mouth, teeth, dental aparati...whatever...it measures the amount of alcohol that has been digested & is in the bloodstream....you're entire circulating volume passes through your lungs...when you blow....it's measuring the alcohol content IN THE BLOOD....you blew a .12 cuz you WERE DRUNK...the fact that you couldn't tell you were drunk is because the FIRST thing you lose when drinking is JUDGEMENT!
And you can bet that the prosecuter & judge will catch on to your inability to keep your story straight, immediately...I suggest you STOP trying to rationalize any & all of this....let your attorney talk for you, cuz in less than two minutes, your credibility will be shot...you clearly CANNOT keep from trying to arrange this to appear less serious than it is.
And YOU could have walked into ANY lab & requested a blood test immediately on release if you were so intent on proving that you didn't have xanax and/or hydro in your blood when you were stopped...since both's metabolites will appear 24-48 hours after last injested....so I don't recommend bringing that up as a valid point either...you need SERIOUS help.
You are a person who CANNOT drink...ANYMORE, EVER...go to rehab...IN PATIENT REHAB...because you clearly don't think you have a problem....and you so CLEARLY DO!!
You are rationalizing THREE DUI's, and you can't give a straight accouting of your alcohol & drug use/abuse over the past five years....
You are a danger to your children...the BEST thing that can happen for them is for the judge to order you into an IN patient rehab for 60 days minimum, or jail time....because anything less and I'm sure you'll get a FOURTH DUI.
QUIT NOW and QUIT rationalizing....when you've been drug/alcohol free for at least 24 hours, go back & read this thread & your posts...if you don't see the problem then it's far worse than any of us believe

Edited by IMSUSCOT1 (05/11/04 08:35 PM)