I just read this, I wanted to thank you Antique for the compliment. I really need to keep a hope that I have something I am good at no matter what, and that helped a lot. I have gone back to the doc since; I am just getting shuffled and I wish there was a way to get a brain MRI at this point; maybe they would know more then.
I started working again with the public for the first time in years--all scared every day, but happy too; unfortunately, new surroundings are not making the pain go away. Well, I have a lot to do, so I just posted this to say, just because I am not here every day does not mean I stop wishing the best for all of us and a solution that treats each of us to a pain-FREE existence!
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"It is better to die on your feet than to live on your knees." -Emilano Zapata