why do they (Doctors,nurses,no one in your shoes)feel the need no only to make it very difficult and expensive not to live in agony all the time, I always think I should take a holiday, or it is forced, by not being able to get meds. and not only is the pain bad, but the no meds make you into a mad Women....They give you paxil like it is candy, saying there is no withdrawal, but anyone that has taken them for a period of time knows there are big withdrwals with them too...So why be in pain to make this Darn world happy, or are we suppose to enjoy life while we still have one to live. Even on meds I have bad days but sometimes we need to do what we need to do...I hate Pain......and DT'S.....