I'm really sorry for your pain and doctors can really suck. I have a serious sleepind disorder and it took my doc like 2.5 years to prescribe me halcion. Every other possible thing that they could think of, neurontin, trazadone (works, but neuro damages) hydroxyzine, ambien, seroquel before finally giving in and prescribing my triazolam (halcion).
My mother is a doc and she says they get suspicious and often uppity when you appear to know more than they do. But OF COURSE you know more about your own self than they do. Some docs have serious ego problems.
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