DrugBuyers.Com: for all you moms with serious illnesses....

Hi I live in pain all the time and have 2 kids along with lots of other illnesses
Last year I almost died was on life support .It is hard when you have kids
I cloud not do it with the meds I so hope that one day they fined out what is giving me pain and can fix it where I no longer need meds but at this point with out them I would not get out of bed! I will be out of them today till Tuesday and it will be hell
Luckily I have a 15 year old that helps so very much around the house.
I couldn’t do it with out her. With meds I can work at home (still can’t lave the house or buy the end of the day it will be to bad even with meds) and around here I can get anything more than the 10/500 it would help to have something more for when it get that bad but I end up in the hospital at lest once a month they give me a shot and I am ok with all my pain and other trouble they still don’t want to even give me the hydro and I am dieing I have to go on line some days I wish they would have just taken me of the life support and let me go.i fell it would have been better on the kids and hubby I know I am going to die I love the kids but I fell like they should have had a batter mom on that isn’t sick and in pain all the time.if they do stop Ops
I wloud not make it that is for sure