Like "U", I am also intrigued by the "V-Shape" in the brand name that "ROCHE" produces for the U.S. market. I wonder if they give off a "Subliminal Message" offering comfortable and relaxation, let's not forget, they also produce "10mg" in a "Pastel Blue", that shade of "Blue" seems also seems to send some sort of "Mystery Message" that makes someone want to take one, (at least for me it does). If you lucky and find a "KEWL" "DOC" who once in a while does not mind prescribing "Valium", (might taking some searching, a few let-downs on the way, but eventually you'll find one) and have him or her prescribe the brand name by writing "DAW" (Dispense As Written) on the bottom of the script (just make sure they do so, before leaving the office) and "V-Cuts" are then at your closest pharmacy. Just keep in mind they are expensive "90" at least for me goes for about "$70.00 -$90.00" price range (it's a good idea shop around, the prices you get form the small independent pharmacies, are usually better then the chain drugstores), but then again you get what you pay for. I don't know too much about domestic OPs (cuz my main route is going IOP), but I do know with online consultations and including the price of the med and the shipping that you can easily end-up paying between ($100.00-$200.00) and if you ask the doc for brand name, the costs are even higher, but it still work in your favor if the doc prescribes with refills, then if "U" work it all out, the total costs would kind match comparing that to ordering from an "IOP". There are no refills with "IOP"s and you can order small amounts (there's a thin between ordering for personal use and ordering with the intent to distribute, and it measure by the quantity ordered from an "IOP"). I've ordered brand name from a multitude of "IOP"s the pill differ in size and shape by they are actually are the "REEL" "Roche brand Valiums" "it says it right on the pill", but they are manufactured for a different part of the world, so their look is different. The best I've seen with brand name "Valiums" including the price, packaging methods, and reliability is "Farmakos.Com" Their brand Valiums are the "REEL" "DEAL". I don't want too give-out too much information, afterall this a public forum. But once you receive their product and actually ingest one. There's no doubt left what so ever. If you want go generic then domesticly go with "Barr Labs", "Purepac", "Watsons", but stay away from "Mylans" and "Scheins". They are very weak, especially the "Mylans" that's why they are so cheap. Anyway happy hunting, you'll be better-off, by finding a "Kewl" "Doc", just make sure that you have "Story" waiting for the "Doc". He's looking for "documentation" and "justification" from "U" for him to prescribe the "Valiums" and include both these attributes in his chart. So what's worked for me in the past is telling him you have just losted a "loved-one" (use a person that is already died years ago like going back 20 years or so and you have come in terms with "emotionally") then do your research, find the symptoms that anxiety includes and mimic them physically. like 1 hour before going to the doc's office, have one those 24oz cups of coffee from the like "Dunkin donuts", which will raise you heartrate and blood pressure slightly, due to the caffeine content (the "doc" needs to DOCUMENT" your vitals and the "vitals" are objective in nature, they are "material" by nature and be can measured and recorded). And then do a little acting like "act like someone who stressed", be like "I wish this feeling would away, so that I can come in terms with my tragedy and begin the emotional healing of the process" If he askes how "U" have you been feeling like this tell him like 3-4 weeks. And then describe you emotions, this is the "subjective" part of the exam (it is "immaterially" and can not be physical measured by a doctor), he can't measure your "emotional state", but he can only go by what "U" tell him. That's the research comes in handy, describe your emotional state as one would if they were having like a "Panic Attack", but don't tell him symptoms of depression, otherwise he'll start "U" with a anti-depressant like "Paxil" or "Trazodone". But you're not there for those for meds, you just the "Valium", some docs will do a combo and prescribe both a "SSRI" and/or "BENZO". IF he does that take the scripts for both and just the "benzo" filled. In most cases the first he'll probably opt for a sedating anti-depressant like "Trazodone" and then on the 2nd visit he opt for a benzo after you wait couple weeks and tell him it's not helping, can I come-in for a vist, and then on the 2nd visit sound more "stressed" then the first one and he'll be "justified" in prescribing a benzo, cuz the first med didn't help. At the end of it all it's a roll of the dice sometimes you lucky and you get a script for benzo on the very first visit, sometimes it's not till like the second or third visit, and it's for this reason that "OPs" and "IOPs" sprang-up in the first place, people got fed-up having to waiting third visit, before they got their script, cuz the dontor was scare, and wanted to look proper on the charts, recording the "documentation" and "justification", so when speaking to the doc make eye-contact and look for "verbal clues" and "body language" to "interpret" and "probe" his intentions, most doctors know you will be fine with a "BENZO" on the very first trip, but they are also caught in the "beaticratic red-tape", just like the rest of us. Anyway "Good Luck" dude.