you are very very brave for what you are doing, and doing it for the right reason, or you wouldn't be doing it now. You have made the right choice of drug to help you also. .You have a very brave and hearty soul. I pray the Grandfather Spirit to be by your side to guide you on the path of your way, and to not let you waver. Let all that want to help you to do so, don't push anyone to the side. be strong Pecan