This board is the best - I dont remember how I stumbled upon it, but THANK YOU to all! So many people have helped me. I have never met so many people to go out of their way to help others. And we are talking about people in considerable amounts of pain that are willing to take the time to write some kind words of encouragement or offer help in some direction. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. You all have no idea how much you have helped me. I love all of you! You are all my friends - even though I can't see your faces, I have you in my heart and mind and am so grateful.