you have my sympathies friend. my best friends dad has 3 crushed vertebrae and missing cartilege.

you also have my sympathies because you seem very addicted to your medicine. you cant live without it. you are so addicted to your medicine you believe that it is better then the naturally occuring systems. does that really make sense to you? If that was so, why were you not born with oxycontin production glands in your brain? The chemicals only interact in the system that is already there. If you had sufficient dopamine the pain messages would be blocked and you would not be so easily agitated, because dopamine is 100x more powerful at providing pain relief then oxycontin or any other opiate.

if you dont believe me please feel free to contact NIMH, Johns Hopkins University Bayview Medical center, University of Maryland medical program and research studies involving endoraphins and the processes in the brain. I'm not doubting your need for the medicine at all, and I am not suggesting you stop taking it, however you immediately defended your sacred medicine, does this not show you how dependant you are? Do you really like that?

I am suggesting that if you would take care of your body by providing the essential vitamins, minerals, and ammeno acids it needs to fuel its natural processes including relieving pain and healing itself, that perhaps your suffering would be eased.

So please, continue to worship and depend on your sacred medicine, while it slowly but surely groes less and less effective and you must increase the doses more and more. please, be my guest to continue along that path and have toxic liver shock from opiate overdose because you are so doped up you forget you already took your medicine today. It might not happen to you but it has happened to millions of opiate patients in the world.

And finally, if the medicine were truly good for you, do you think you liver would be fighting it constantly processing it out of your body as a TOXIC POISON?

In the universe I live in, natural processes are the result of inconcievable eons of evolution, precisely designed to be the way they are.

May you be well