Anthony, From one mental type to another- don't leave the alchohol out of the self medication shuffle. Being 'soft'a in the head and never accepting what's the current emotion dominating our outlook; the likes of you and I will keep chemists in pocket change 'till the curtain falls. I've been at it for 40 yrs.and still have friends that have watched all the melodrama.
Y You are in my humble opinion too young to reading labels, eat all the pills, drink all the wine, chase all the skirts and then see what shakes out!

Just another eejit