I never said that I partied "hard". I know at 19 I took responsibility for my own actions and many times others. I just recently paid off the payments on a car I had years ago because a friend of mine decided that he was going to take my car hours after I had gone to bed, out drunk driving and wrap it around a tree. What was I supposed to tell the bank? That it wasn't my fault? I don't think so, I had to make payments until the $5000 was paid off. And about the medicaid patients, I didn't say all of them did this. The people that I knew that sold their meds were on Medicaid. One in particular had cancer. She was the mother of one of my sister's friends. This woman recieved numerous prescriptions for CII drugs including patches, MScontin, Lorcet, and morphine sulphate. I know because I filled them. And I know she sold them, because my sister hung out at her house with her daughter. She sold them to people as young as 15. The only opinions I express are from firsthand experiences, not assumptions. Everyone is quick to judge but most people here didn't grow up in this age where prescription drug abuse is as common as it has become. At 19 I was held responsible for what I did because who else was going to be? I have extreme sympathy for any parent who loses a child. As for any child who loses a parent as I did.