Feel free anytime you're up to it hon. I spend most of my time on the vip side, but check in here for PMs often. We all know how much pain sucks. It affects you're whole being. there's no part of my personality, life, etc. that isn't affected by pain at one time or another. My family has learned to live with it over the years, and has actually become relatively numb to it. Which hurts emotionally sometimes. Just because I throw up with headaches all the time, doesn't mean it's not agonizing each time. Feel free to vent all you want or need to. thank you so much for the kind words......I'm finally at a loss for words, lol.