Oh, hon, don't ever apologize for anything, especially venting about pain issues. I've been through enough and enough ERs and I may be settling into my 'routine' now. I just have to accept that there will always be a certain amount of pain in my life, but at least I can have some control over when it occurs. Worst thing is running out of meds too early. It's hard to tell with migraines, may be a good month, might suck. sometimes I just don't have the energy to go through the pain and indulge myself in pure pain relief. Feel free to PM me any time hon! We're in this together!!!

thanks to the poster who responded. I already forgot their name, lol. blonde moment.