I too wonder about all of these things. We know that alot of people strongly desire any kind or hint of power,however they may come by it. Yes, I too wonder...and have many,many more thoughts on this/these subject(s)..just thinking better of it at this moment..sorry..Remember..we ARE on our own in trying to take care of ourselves..I know we must have courage..personal courage..that is what this amounts to. Think about it.