I think we all have to remind ourselves that ordering controlled subs. through int'l. mail (non U.S. pharm) is illegil with a prescription or not! I have known people who were also pinched. If you are 'desperate' the OP is the only and legal way to go.

There are some good non-controlled out there: Tramadol, Soma etc...

I was once ignorant and won the gamble. I can't take that chance of a felony anymore.

Peace