I just read all of the responses I received and wanted to touch base on a few of them.
First , I admitted publically that what I did was stupid, I din't need to hear that again, I was poating my experience
A. Because I was hoping for some suggestions about treatmnent etc...because I Must have a problem, but I wouldn't have one if it weren't for her. She left the Darvs behind, and she has given them to my girlfreind in the past, so I figured they were for the taking. I was not going to take all of them but, as I stated, my sons been really sick, I lost my job of 18 yrss last year and my business is not doing well at all. It was a short escape for me, and at the time it felt good to feel the warm opiates calm me down and feel human again.
B. I posted also to relay my experience to others, so they may not fall victim for the same scemnario. I expresssed this in my first message and was explaining that I was concerned about my kids and what options I had. This is what a message board is for , isn't it? I am ashamed for what I have done, but believe me I would nnot admit to this unless I know I am in need of help. This is the worst I have been off in my life so far, and I just fear for my kids and being able to take care of them, I should of thought of that before I refilled the meds, but I guess if the refill was illegal why didn't the pharmacy ask for an ID? I even messed up the second time and gave the wrong last name and came back and corrected myself. I am male and the patient is female, so if there was any question if I was her, than this is an issue with glasses for the pharmacist.
Presently I am waiting for my lawyer to call me back Monday. I also want to make sure I get to my sons parent teacher conference on Tues moring before I obtained. I cannot leave to go get milk etc, for fear of them stopping me, and I have been bold to go get Logan medicine for his illness.

I seen on CNN tonight how the individual shot 4 court personnel and feld, then I was ananlyzing my misfortune. I do feel bad about aht I did, but I do not understand why I am such a priority? There are enough violent crimes in the area, I did not hurt anyone, and I never will, I just want to beable to take care of my kids, and not go to jail, and live life pain free, so I can physically enjoy life with my sons. I would of paid this lady back but never got the chance.
Again Thanks everyone for the support, I am very lucky to have found such a "cool" site, I appreciate all of the positive suggestions and help, keep them coming please. I don't think I can last out the week, but at least I know I have freinds out there who really care and offer support.
Live for today, tommorow never comes...
This is true for me and me and boyz are trying to have a blast amongst the dodging of authorities...
Paul