Regardless of how YOU are rationalizing this, a judge is going to see it HIS way. HE sees many cases like this all the time. He sees tons of people wo ratinalize things. Judges see so many people wo "only" drank "This ONE time" OPPS I GOT CUAGHT BUT I REALLY DON"T EVER DRINK>>>>POOR ME" Look. I am going through a divorce from an alcoholic. Denial and rationalization and key in these situations.You may believe what you are saying. And you are paying a lawyer. He is going to tell you what you wnt to hear. But what you are saying is ridiculous. Look at the situation. Get help. Be honest with yourself.