| Yeppers |
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| 05/12/04 08:37 PM |
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 Re: Busted for possession...please help I'm scared
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I want to reiterate that I did nto say that I did not screw up and that did not say I was not wrong!
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It has been a very long time since I have posted but I just cannot hold my tongue on this one. You say you didn't think you were drunk? It doesn't matter. The fact is, you blew a .12. It doesn't matter if it was 2 hours after you drank or 4 hours. You were LEGALLY drunk. That is the fact.
I am sorry you feel you have been bashed here but people are only giving you their honest opinions. Did you really think that people were going to say it is ok what you did?
No but I didn't expect to be made nto a monster, and told I was an unsafe Mother. For the record, my young uns have never ssen me drink, much less drunk.
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If Trampys post made you cry then there must be some truth in their post about you or it wouldn't have affected you. .....
Truth in a person wanting my kids taken, my van taken and wanting me locked up. Basically making me feel, if not sayiing, that I was hopeless and worthless. No truth in that. Truth in that those are her feelings, and she's allowed to them.
I want to reiterate that I did not say that I did not screw up and that I was not wrong! And whomever keeps saying 4 drinks in 2.5 hours. It was 3 beers and a half a shot of pepermint shnaps (was split with friend). Along with a big plate of fried mushrooms.(ate all by myself...oink oink)
Do I see NOW that was too much for me...yes, yes, yes...did I think so then...NO!
4 Years ago that would have been at least 6 beers a shot and teriaki chicken wings.
I can also say that since I was a bartender for years I have seen people blow a .16 and not be impaired or at least appear imparied at all.
I can also say that since I was a bartender for years I have seen people blow a .16 and not being impaired at all. They were used to drinking 12 beers after work. I have seen houeswives come in for 1 after a fight with hubby ot whatever and appear drunk after one. everybodies metabolism is different.
AS FOR GETTING HELP.
I am in a program that is group therapy 2 hours a night twice a week. Self referrred and self payed. This is for drinking.
I am in a program at the Local Med University for hyrdro detox at $156 for a therapist a week pluse $85 for meds, plus $75 for the medical doctor visits, again self payed.
Please don't tell me I am not getting help.
You all are also reading more into my admittance that I cannot say that I will never drink and drive again.
If I were to have a beer with dinner, I might drive home. I know now that if I were to have more than one that i will not.
As for what happened to you. I am very sorry. There re people out there like that, that get slopp drunk and scream they are not. I can see your point and why you wuould think I was one of them, but am not. I have no reson to lie here??
Now for the slurred speach and such:
I have the jailer's report with my release papers.
There are a lot of questions, I will go over the pertinent ones.
Slurred Speech N
Staggering Walk or Stumbling N
Red/bloodshot Eyes Y ( I had been crying)
Appears to be under influence
of barbituates or narcotics N
Appears to be under influence
of Alcohol Y
Loud/Obnoxious N
Angry/Hostile Y
Odor Of Alcohol N
Uncoperative Y (Not sure why this was Y)
Notations were: Inmate refused to tell names of medications and medical problems. (again not sure why this was maeked)
