My wife (god bless her) knows everything and understands completely. She was with me before I found online meds and saw my pain. She is happy that I have found relief, but a little worried when I overdo it....... but that's a good thing as allthough I need pain meds.... I also like em so she kind of helps keep me grounded and in control.....I was in a relationship before where I hid my usage and when she found out, it was the end of the relationship...... I think honesty is the best policy, especialy if it's something you need.... I mean, if you can't be honest then what's the point?