Yes, my fiancee knows everything about my meds and conditions. So does my mother, who has been very supportive. Right now I'm the process of finding a doctor in my area (I just moved) that will sympathetic to my medical problems. I tried going to pain managment from where I lived before but they said they couldn't help me because my problem is mainly gyneological and not a back injury....I thought a chronic condition was a chronic condition...oh well.

Quincy, I'm so sorry to hear about the lack of support you have, but just remember you're better then them. Your mom is only projecting her own insecurities onto you. She probably wishes she could just "get over it" and it's obvious she can't. Besides, I bet if she didn;t have a PM doc she would have done the same thing. You'll find the right guy eventually. Just focus on yourself and your son. You and him are the only two people that matter in all of this. Don't worry about them taking your son either, the courts hate to take children away from the birth mothers, and there is nothing criminal in ordering online. If it were to come out be upfront about it, and now you have a PM doctor to document your case. So take a deep breath, you're doing a good job. Working in healthcare shows your dedicated person, and a strong person.
I wish you luck, but you really don't need it, you have your strength and my thoughts and prayers.