I have a best friend that knows. Other than that nobody knows. My ex would absolutely stroke out if he knew. So would my teenage son. My ex has a substance abuse problem with a long history of relapse behavior (which is why he's an "ex" and his theory is, "if I can't have em, nobody can." I'd have to lock them up from him if he knew. He hangs around here a lot and frequently sees the deliveries, however, he thinks they're "thankyou gifts" that you get online for registering for things or purchasing things. When I do order "real" merchandise I show it to him to throw him off track. Very deceiptful and I hate doing it. This is also why the thought of a portamedic tends to freak so many of us out. I certainly don't want some medical (or any stranger) person in my house and my son or ex come walking in (and you can be sure it would be when they're not expected to be home but are). It all sucks but it's got to be this way.
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