My mother has always been ultra-cautious and conservative when it comes to ANY scheduled drug, but a couple months ago while I was visiting her, I confided in her about the OPs, (she is my best friend as well), and her reaction to that was.....handed me her credit card, we logged onto their computer, and she practically insisted I order something for the anxiety of dealing with all this other stuff. Since then, I am fairly open with her about it, though it just doesn't often come up. From time to time, if I sound really weak or down on the phone, she may ask vaguely, "Are you still ordering medicine?", and that will be all of it. She never pries, but her willingness to see the benefit of it that one time meant the world. It is so hard when you have the additional stress of trying to maneuver behind the backs of those you love. I thank God every day for my husband and my mother, as without their unconditional support and the backbone they give me, I would not be here to post this now.