Good Morning to everybuddy who posted,I agree Yawkaw none of us truly know all the story or have not walked in Cotys shoes.You know it is the first thing I thought about when I woke up,so I grabbed a coffee and sat to see if I got flamed or what others said.You Know Coty,I hope more than anything you will continue to post good or bad,and I also hope you do not feel anyone is ganging up on you.I hope you do see a bunch of people who see you in a dangerous situation and an endless cycle.I wish I knew more about your medical situation,but you may even have to stop taking pain meds for a bit to truly get a handle on things,I mean if that is at all possible.But if you can find some good help they will help you work through that,that might be secondary to everything else.But you might have a long road to walk and may need a very clear head to do so.Please post and let us know how you are and I don't know if you have someone you PM on here,but find a one on one buddy on here you feel comfortable with.From what I have seen on here I can bet my life on it that anyone on here would talk to you day or night.And once again PLEASE do not take this as ganging up on you,I see alot of concern and love and that ain't a bad thing! Take care and try to have a nice peaceful Easter Week-end! Happy BUNNY everybunny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Wren'