Hi Coty,

Hope today is brighter for ya.

I too remembered the 'wreckless' driving arrest a few weeks ago that Wren spoke (typed) of.

I'm no priss nor an angel, and there are definitely chapters in my life that if I layed out, would sound soap operish or as if I were a drama queen.

I also have to second that I was disturbed by the lack of concern for a criminal charge (the DUI), over the desire to get your meds back. Maybe pain will just do that. Haven't been there so I can't and won't judge you or anyone else.
However, at the risk of offending you I suggest perhaps a good, long, talk with yourself is overdue???
I find out some amazing things, good and bad, about myself when I let myself be completely open and honest to myself .

2 things...if you do love this man, and he does love you, all may not be lost, if and only if, you are both willing to make hard changes that probably would require you both to be off narcotics.
Secondly, if he's not abused you in the past, it very well may have been his addiction biting you and him on the arse.
If you two truly love each other, it would be wise to look up NA possibly? I don't know if it would be easier or harder to go through it together.

And hey....if I have misinterpreted, misread, or am bouncing my ball in the wrong court, and you don't see anything abnormal or 'sad' about your life right now, then I apologize.
I wish you luck.