Hi there Cotybear,hope you are feeling alittle better and had some time to calm and collect your thoughts.I hope that you will not take this the wrong way and I will probably even be flamed by others for saying this.But less than a month ago you were arrested for wreckless driving and had your prescription seized,this was only about 3 weeks ago wasn't it?You were on the way to see your husband in the Er,this same one who just abused you? I remember thinking it strange at the time that you said you were not concerned with any charges pending against you,you just wanted your meds back,not to be mean but someone thinking a bit clearer would be very concerned about a criminal record.Now this,plus you mentioned your ex being an alcoholic,I assume that is someone other than this guy.It sounds like a soap opera,and I feel horrible for you,I truly do,but I think you need to try and seperate yourself from your entire life there if possible and seek some intense help.I do not know your age,I wish I did that would tell alot also,but I really feel you are going to keep on this cycle unless you get off.I am not sure what medical conditions you have and that also would play a huge part,but sweetie I have a huge feeling that there is a huge story here and perhaps a lifetime of this type of behavior.PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do not think I am sitting in judgement but I have read alot of your posts having to do with such and such a relative getting arrested or yourself getting arrested and so forth.I think your husband stealing your meds is just a very tiny piece of your problem here,but clearly getting the hell away from him would be a giant step in the right direction.I do not know what type of services are available in your area,but even very rural areas usually offer help.Unless you see yourself living the rest of your life in and out of jail,and others around you also and living with abusive losers then it might be time to think about making some life changes.Again, you might be mad at me for saying this but I am not saying this to be cruel at all,all I know is what you have posted at various times and my heart bleeds for you but in 2 weeks you will be posting another tragedy and then again and again if you don't surround yourself with a different life and people.Hope you do well and I do hope you post again sometime that you are doing absolutely wonderful! Have a nice Easter everybuddy and for those who wish to flame that is fine but I really felt strongly about writing this and make no apologys....take care all ! Wren'