First things first, get yourself to a safe place. Now take the time to think of what is the most important, your health and sanity, or your dysfunctional relationship. A person who has become addicted no longer has any real emotional ties to anything but his drug. This means any means to an end and all is fair (violence included). If you yourself think you also may have trouble with your meds even more reason to be in a friendly place. Life is too much to handle when your by yourself and it's raining all around you. If you have to go to a shelter (no friends or family or costs) then go, sometimes strangers can love you more than the people who are suppose to be your friends (look at the love that comes from this place). Anyway please don't sit around and wait to see what happens cuz it will always get worse before it gets better.

love and hope always