I'm also 100% in agreement with yawkaw and Jordan- do not look back. Change your phone number, get a restraining order and do NOT even give him the opportunity to try and manipulate his abusive self back into your life. Hon, I'm speaking from experience here and asking you this: if you take him back, knowing what he's capable of, what responsibility do you have to take the next time it happens; and it WILL happen again. He is an addict. His acts are not acts of love for you- merely the drug. That is not a relationship. Yes, you're lonely, but do you need a man to make you complete? No. You need to be complete on your own before you can share your life and love with a man. Have some love for yourself- you need to come first and then you'll find and be able to share true love with another. Abuse is not love. And if he's capable of doing these things to you, he doesn't know what love is.

Find yourself and the strength within yourself and move on to a healthy relationship- this one was not it.