hi flavia hope you are feeling better. my moods are always going in one way or the other. at least for me the less medicine i take the better off i feel. i am on a low dose of klonopin soon to be tapered if necessary and i think the joking around an some lighthearted banter you see on the board are people who relate to each other and what they are going thru. if i told my family what i was going thru i would hit a block wall. three would be no understanding. here on this community people know first hand what you are feeling becuz they have been there and done that. when you feel like you are dying inside and people are having what seems to be a good time we want to know how they got there, is is meds, is it lifestyle, is it personal belief. i am at the crossroads myself and i have many major issues to deal with and the most i can ever handle is one days problems at a time. i try to stay focused on what is happening now and not about the problem i have to deal with next week. this is just my experience.

carol