I'm very sorry to hear about your mom and sister, I hope time has lessen the emotional scars when such events occur, we all know that a person never fully is able to overcome such personal tragic events, but men and women have great emotional reserves that they can tap into to bring about a "HEALING" and a partial "CLOSURE". It's a great thing that you are monitoring your liver on a regular basis. If you ever have to "VENT", feel free to PM me. Not to boast in any way, but I'm a great listener and I have excellent advisory skills that pretty much have come to me naturally over the years (even though I'm only 32), I feel for people. Living in NYC has provided me with situations of enormous tragedy, that provides me an innate ability to peer in one's soul and aid them verbally to come to terms with personal tragedies, that's comes along with the human condition. Once again, please accept my condolences. "GOD BLESS"