I have the same problem. Many of us do. But you should never mix Vodka and benzo's. Thats not wise at all. You need to buy some Tussin. Make sure the only active ingredient is Dextromethorphan. You can get them in gel caps. I have had to drink a half a bottle to get relief. This will slightly help take the edge off. I also recommend taking Motrin for the aches and pains. As for the diarrhea, take Imodium A-D Caplets or the generic, Loperamide. Opioid w/d doesn't last much longer than 3 weeks. If you think your in a world of hurt now, DO NOT play around with those benzo's. I went to the depths of hell when I w/d from them. True insanity. Thats just another Pandora's box. This is all standard advice for opioid w/d. Your situation may call for a more radical plan. You may need to check yourself in to a drug treatment program of some sort.

I think you can do it. My tolerance was through the roof as well. I had to fight to get clean, but now I'm much better. You can do it, but it won't be easy. Maybe some Soma will help you sleep. I will PM you about that. Best of luck. Hope you feel better soon!