sry to change the subject but i was taking tons of hydro and added morphine in the mix 3 weeks ago iam 24 hours clean of each but am really hurting have been on hydro 2 years and others when possible ie: ox, morph my tolerance is that a elephant trank couldn't put me down. my question is, would some beer or vodka with xanax or vals help whith this situation. have tried holiday many times before and only been able to make it 2 days tops this is by far the worst it has been but i want to make it at least a week. other problem is i work 7 days a week,nights actually. and there is no one to take shift. its just me and my aunt and she already works like 70 -80 hours a week. i don't know what to do about the every 20 min bathroom torture chamber and everything that goes with it. i took 2mg xanax about an hour ago and not much help. anything would be good thank you