I have used the oxy but get very sick from it.I also have a script fot the hydromorphone"dilaudid" but it makes me break out and itch horribly.I did get major pain relief from the "d" but they switched me to another med.My mom is a rn at the local hospice and has told me that when enough morphine gets into your system and builds up and with benzos there too is the way alot of docs help their terminal patients die.Thats a sad thing and if you think about it I wander if it is safe to use narcotics with benzos for long term.I have been very sick with bone and spinal disease most my life.I hurt like hell almost constant and had a recent hip replacement but still value my life as I would think terminal people do too.Im sorry for rambling here I just worry about the pain meds and benzo cocktail.Please be very careful and if anyone would like to chat some please pm me.I will always respond.Well I hope you all get better and may God bless you all!!!Goodnight.